do that thing you do

2006-11-27T10:28:00.000-08:00

MOVED BACK cos i decided that im sick of blogger and xanga lays are coooler

MOVED BACK TO

2006-11-27T08:20:00.000-08:00

Today was so fun! We went to Disneyland, Paris. I love Big Thunder Mountain Railroad ride it's so cooool. We went to Pirates of the Carribean, Phantom Manor and BIG THUNDER MOUNTAIN RAILROAD Lol, Christine wanted to buy a pink crown with the pink words saying PRINCESS. That is so her.

I really, really, miss home. And everyone back there. I still have 10 days more. And im going to play tennis everyday at Switzerland! I will, train up!

2006-11-26T07:52:00.001-08:00

Today was such a relaxing day! We went to Luxembourg Park, to play tennis. The park's huge and it's gorgeous. We played tennis for bout 45 minutes. Then I gave up, cos i fell down twice cos the floor was so wet. After that we went to Montmorte? No idea how to spell it. Yea we went there to see the huge church and we had a great lunch! It was so good. Then we looked at paintings, they're superly nice!(:

I got eiffel tower keychains and eiffel tower later!

2006-11-26T07:52:00.000-08:00

2006-11-25T09:34:00.000-08:00

Yet another day in Paris! Today's weather was perfect! It was cooling but not too cold. Anw, we went to lotsa places today. We went to the Louvre Museum we saw the REAL MONA LISA and Venus De Milo and other famous stuff. The museum is huge it's like 50 times the size of our house! Hahaha. Then we went to Champs Elysees and had lunch! After that we went to Arc De Triomph and climbed like 270 steps. Yesterday was 427 steps at Notre Dame. Then we went to see Napolean's musuem/tomb. His tomb is huge and he has a whole building dedicated to him. I want that!(: Oh and i got eiffel tower keychains for souvenirs!(:

2006-11-24T09:18:00.000-08:00

Im in Paris now! The flat im staying in has a computer and a tv(: Hahaha anyway, we went to Notre Dame today. And Picasso. Paris rocks like mad but everything's so expensive so i cant buy souvenirs for you guys(: Hahaha from Bangkok or Switzerland maybe. Anyway, Paris is super cold, it's freezing when it rained and like no one can speak english so we're like having communication problems. Anyway our flat is TINY it's like super tiny! The size of my mom's bedroom and mine put together? You can't even stand up and turn around in the toilet. Ah well, and i'm sleeping TOP BUNK TONIGHT!

I miss all of you(: Diane, Su, Claud, Ju, Lyn, Ray!

2006-11-22T22:04:00.000-08:00

The yellow club of Singapore! Laura, Christine, Me, Tamsyn, Shaofang and Lyn

Me, Christine, Tamsyn, Vic

Tamsyn, Me and Christine in the Crystal Ball at Taka

Me, Christine, Tamsyn, Vic
Anne was the most awesomest photographer

Singapore tennis rocks! Vic, Anne, Lyn, Laura, Tamsyn, Stef, Van, Chris, Me, Shaofang and Eunice at the ITF dinner!

Off to France later!(: Coach Weber's racket's so nice i think i'll get it!

Farewell world!

I need to know if you feel the same way
I cant go on unless we're in this together

2006-11-21T23:08:00.000-08:00

1.do you have anyone's friendster password? Nope
2.do you think your love life right now will last long? No idea
3.are you an emo person? Sometimes
4.if you had one last breath to say something to someone you love what would you say? Love
5.do you believe in love at first sight? No
6.ever felt jealous of your friend? Sometimes
7.what was the last thing you did? Use the toilet
8.who is right next to you? My grandma
9.who was the last person you ate with? Uhm this morning with Chrischris
10.how many times was your page been view? Now would i know? On fster? 304
11.how's the weather right now? Its raining
12.last person you called today? Didn't call anyone
13.last person who called you? Wong Jiamin to tell me that training was cancelled
14. last song you sang? Far Away
15.last time you danced? Hahaha not since super long ago
16.lost a friendship over something stupid? Yea
17.smoke? No
18.dumped someone before? No
19.been really depressed before? No
20.faked being sick to miss school? Yea(;
21.what time did you wake up today? 6 am
22.current taste? Saliva taste
23.do you like the person who send you this? Sherri is super funny
24.what are you wearing right now? Clothes
25.are you too shy to ask anyone out? What ask a girl or a guy. Lol.
26.what is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their general behaviour
27.where are you now? Squashed in a corner using the computer in my room
28.what date is it? 22 November
29.last person who texted you? Dom Boey
30.did you go somewhere yesterday? Yes! To orchard and kallang and to HAPPY RESTAURANT. Anne was so spaz she was like "This is happy restaurant, thats why I'm happy"

2006-11-21T18:27:00.000-08:00

Im gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have, for you i will
tonight i'm not afraid to tell you what i feel about you

Oh my, training was so tiring today! I woke up at like 7 am after sleeping at 12 am. And i wanted to sleep somemore! But no, have to get up. So we did fast drills with christine. I love the 320 gram coach weber racket! I got like 6 sets of the fast drill with that racket and 3 sets of bashing. Then all we did was physical. Its so tiring. Like 35 push ups up and down from the ground and like 3 sets of the 1 minute running thing. I got 25!(: Finally! I was so happy seriously.

After training i went to run 2 km. Going to bathe now.

2006-11-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

Today was fun. First me and Christine went to Kalang to play doubles
We all ( me, chris, shaofang, tamsyn, stef, vanessa, twins) were wearing the combined schools shirt and a black skirt except ANNE and VIC cos they thought we were kidding.
So me and Chris went to play doubles
We lost 3 and 1 to these japanese people.
Then we went to eat at Macs where we ate so much i thought i could never eat again. It was like we upsized mcwings meal and i had a double cheeseburger and a large coke. And a large coke is large, no kidding.
We went home to bathe first then change into clothes for the ITF dinner.
Then we picked up Tamsyn at the bus stop
Wandered around at Taka eating TAKOPACHI while waiting for Anne and Vic
Then the twins came.
We wanted to cut Anne a fringe but nooo.
We went to toys r us and took the most spazz photos ever.
After that we ate at swensens. Me, Tamsyn and Chris shared a 5 topless ice cream? Lol and fries.
Cos we knew that the food at ITF dinner wasn't going to be good
We cabbed to Lion City Hotel and i tell you the cab driver was so annoying.
The itf dinner was quite fun cos of the games
Loadds a ppl
One game was passing the orange and it was funny like the team with des, dom, syl and felix won but it looked like they were gay and kissing each other! Hahaha.
Then everyone kept dancing for a while
We tried to make Anne dance with Hakim.
Then dom went to dance lol its damn funny. Hahaha you can't make me dance
And stef and van were dancing to the last song YMCA!
Then Vic's mom gave us a lift.
I swear Anne's mom is the funniest person ever!

2006-11-20T06:43:00.000-08:00

Me and Chris warmed up at RJC where we were ushered in by Chris Kwan
Cos we got lost xD
Then we went to junction 8 to eat lunch
And we were almost late for my match!
:(
Anyway after reaching there 1 minute before walkover, i got thrashed. 6-0, 6-0! But hey i got a deuce too! Lol.
Saw loaddds a people today
The twins x 2, Anne, Vic, Vanessa, Shao Fang, Tamsyn, Felix, Sylvester
Felix and Dominic tricked me. I asked if they won their match in the qualis they said no but they're playing main draw -.-"
Then after my match and Vic's, we went to Macs (we = Me, Ju, Vic, Anne, Shaofang)
I love apple dippers!
We met tamsyn there.
Then i went back to Kalang with Ju to watch Christine's match.
She lost.
Me, Christine and Ju decided to go to orchard.
Christine said she knew how to take bus to orchard. But guess what, she took us the wrong way and we ended up at SIGLAP ROAD near VJC and TAO NAN.
So we were standing in the stranded bus stop, in the rain trying to hail a taxi that was 100 metres away. After 10 mins of hailing, we managed to get a cab.
We cabbed to Suntec.
Ate at the food court
Then played at the arcade
Dropped Ju off then had violin lesson(:
Doubles with Christine tomorrowww.
ITF dinner and going out with Anne/Vic before that? Not sure(:

2006-11-18T05:52:00.000-08:00

Since Suli's done shoutouts i shall do it too(: For the tennis people!

Hmmm, lets see who shall go first!

Ju
Yo juuu(: Youre like the most awesomest doubles partner with the whacky laugh, yes its whacky dont try to say it isnt cos i know it is, and im always right :D Youre the coolest p6, the nicest! And my bestie bestie bestie<3 Loveeeeee! Lets rock at doubles next year again!

Su
Suli, the just turned thirteen who hasnt begun her tall thirteen stage yet, don't worry dwarf, you still have a bit more time to grow. But not much. Anyway, Suling's like this stick (skinny) with a smiley drawn on it! Cos she never stops smiling. And having her around is like having this eternal optimism! Su has the sunny optimism that so warmmms all of us(: <3 Ive known you pretty long and you're trusttieeee. And you put up with my incessant teasing of you :O Youre my bestie, my bestie bestie westie! Cos you live in west coast, or is it east? Damn.

Diane
Dianeeee - the physical maniac with tons o energy. And the nice house. And the good food. And the sound advice. Known you quite long, we sorta didnt get along last time, but heyyy look what happened! Diane's another one who's like a stick, except with muscle (Sorry su, hehe) Sometimes she gets angry, sometimes she's really really hyper! But anw, she's the funkiest person! Who does the craziest dares and draws the most unthinkable things for charades.<3 Bestie.

Claudddiooo
Claudiii<3 The whacked loud (okay maybe not thaaat loud) psychotic messaging/writing letter bestie whom i can't live wout. I can tell you anything and i'll either get a laugh, a comfort, or some kind of response LOL. I love going out with her, i love having anytime with her, cos she's the most comforting and warm person everrr(: well maybe you all are but anywayyy i love youuu lots and lots DONT FORGET but you can't cos im unforgetttable(;

Guess who its the DOUBLE RETARDS
Yea the retards. I dont exactly know you thaaat well. Like ultraly close. But i do know that youre the most spazz pair of twins i know. Henceforth comes the name : LYNTARD AND RAYTARD! its like destined. Your parents knew, when they felt you kicking well just your mom you kicking in their tummies like a maniac, that you would grow up to be this way, that is why they named you names which can replace the "RE" in "RETARD!" <3(:

I CLARE FONG HAVE COMPLETED THIS
AND I CLARE FONG THREW AWAY MY CHEM NOTES >=(
AND I CLARE FONG WILL FINISH ALL MY HW BY WEDNESDAY!!

2006-11-18T05:35:00.000-08:00

We have successfully moved house to 2nd Cassia Drive on the 18th of Nov
And im really annoyed and frustrated.
Everyone keeps coming in and messing up my room which i took the whole day to pack.
Anyway, warmed up with Coach Weber today before going to Kallang for my ITF qualis.
Saw lots a ppl, Jiali, Shimin, Felix, Dominic, Desmond
Yea, Felix lost, i think Jiali won(:
Hahaha, anyway, after that went home and cycled up and down the hill twice to call people
Annoyed.

My eyes are watery, there's too much dust in the air
My nose feels super uncomfortable!

2006-11-17T03:31:00.000-08:00

Hahaha, today was fun!
Coach Weber training. Played against him, lost 6-2 whatever. Cos it rained halfway.
Damnnnn.
Then helped my mom pack the house and stuff.
Cos we're moving tomorrow(:
Then we went to Lion City Hotel to register for ITF qualifying.
Then i rushed for training.
Played a set against Diane. 6-2, won
Played a set against Felix, 3-6, lost
Felix is damnn annoying keep dropping shot me!! >=(
Haha whatever I can whack harder than him(:
Anyway, then we were playing cross court.
Then Abinav served and it whacked Tesssa's head straight on
Like tessa(; Get better okay, may the lump on your head heal as quickly as possible!
Then Abinav got a huge huge scolding.
I wish people wouldn't mumble so much, and I wish i wouldnt mishear them and smile.

2006-11-16T06:03:00.000-08:00

Oh so Sabine and I lost.
Went to Farrer to warm up first. Played King. Went to top court! Desmond and Felix still annoying.
Then we played HANDBALL.
I <3 HANDBALL.
Im good at it(: HAHAHAHA.
Anyway, the team i was in comprised of: Diane (captain), Coach Weber, Dominic, Abinav
The other team: Tessa, Patrick, Desmond, Felix and Chris Kwan
We had a draw 5-5(: And i blocked a goal! I put my arm out when Desmond was scoring and the ball flew back and whacked his face. Oops!
Then went to Kalang for my doubles match.
Saw the twinnies, Stef, Vic yea.
We lost, six one, six one. Not bad, considering they are full time tennis players.

Ah well.

2006-11-15T23:59:00.000-08:00

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just sayin
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

I guess that this is where we've come to

Im really really annoyed right now. For no reason or whatever, i'm annoyed at YOU. Well not whoever's reading this post but you referring to someone yea. You know, I tried so hard just to understand. Just to be there for you, and now what, you turn your back. Cos it's not just you sometimes.

Oh anyway, training this morning at Coach Weber's! Saw the cute little boy, whatshisname oh yea edward training with Coach Weber. Haha, then my turn. Bashes! I broke my record.
Now it's like 37. Then volleys and smashes then serve. Saw Sueyy!<3 and passed her her present. I know you love it!(: Hahaha.

Oh yea.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DEAR SU!

i love you lots and lots and youre always so funny and optimistic!(: you have that sunny optimism which warms all of us! <3<3

Doubles laterrr. I feel so tired. Dopod phone<3

2006-11-15T07:20:00.000-08:00

Yes we won our doubles match. Sabine and I!(: Two and two.
Went there quite early.
Saw loadds a ppl(:
I saw Vic, Khee, Su, Jean, Rachel Koh, Stef, Lyn, Ray, Jiali, Desmond, Dominic.
Yes me and Su are going to the dentist togeter(: HAHA.
Doubles tomorrow again!
Thats all for today folks!

2006-11-14T20:32:00.000-08:00

Im going to the new house later!(: With Spitz and maybe Trix (if she's good) and Christine! So that Spitz and Trix can get used to the new house .

Training this morning. There were distant rumbles of thunder, a ray of hope that was shattered by the horrid sun. So I went to Weber's place for training. Damnnn tiring. Like what bashing balls?! Four big big baskets which is like 800 balls. My highest bash in a row was 36! I got two sets in every basket! Then running drills. 10 sets in one basket. So tiring. Doubles match later!

I'll do my chem ppt tomorrow i promise. Im done with the notes. I'll buy my school books soon(: Cos i need to write my Zhouji and Jianbao

Oh happy day! We're going to France and i'm going to walk up the Eiffel Tower. Then we're going to Zurmut? Zurmit? In Switzerland for skiing! Change of travel plans, again -.-" Hahah. Anws! Zurmut will totally be cool! Cos it's like those kind of European towns that havent been modernised fully yet. So we have to take a 1 hour plane flight to some place in Switzerland then a 5 hour train ride and half an hour by coach. Ah well, snowboarding<3 Can't wait!

ITF this Saturday, qualifying round. I hope i get in the main draw then I can start COLLECTING!

2006-11-14T06:51:00.000-08:00

Kalang. Went for farrer training first. Played a match against Marcus. Lost 3-6. Coach Web and Coach Shaun were playing doubles against Syl and Felix. Quite pro(: Hahaha. Then i left to Kalang. Saw Zakiah, Jean, Laura, Lyn, Desmond, Dominic, Felix, Syl? Yea. I think they all won their matches except Zakiah. Played Tamsyn, lost 0-6 to 4-6

I gotta go sleep, training tmr again.

2006-11-13T18:56:00.000-08:00

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Its late at night and I can't just help but think of you.

2006-11-13T06:00:00.000-08:00

Everytime you're near, i feel like i'm in heaven

I want you, and i feel you, crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burning, to find the place i've never been

Yes! Training with Coach Web this morning. Runny stuff, bashes, 5 sets running drills, i got 2 sets in a row!(: Hahaha, then i serve abt 180 balls. Damn. Haha, then went to school for ensemble! It was so good to see Anna and Viv and Debo and Shina and Laura and ET wasnt there cos she had prefects camp! Anyway, it was pretty boring we just played Bartok, Greensleeves and Serenade -.-" Haha, anyways, then i came back and me and Chrstine walked to Punggol to collect our food with our doggies! Trix and Spitz! Then i came back and did my chem hw! And i finished! Chi tuition, violin, im slacking now, contemplating if I should watch America's Next Top Model.

2006-11-12T05:04:00.000-08:00

Make me whole once again.

Doubles just now. Played Aud and Xt. Won 2 and love. Ahh. I think Pat beat Chris or sthh and the Boeys won their matches.

I feel so tired.

2006-11-11T20:41:00.000-08:00

Training in the morning. 9-11.
Then had lunch at IVINS(: I love the food at ivins! Its so goood.
Anyway, then we went to see the house that we're moving into next Saturday
Its super nice, zomg.
My room: Pache flooring, brown cupboards, dressing table(:
Fans, aircons. It was so airy.
And the bathrooms nice too(:
I can't wait to move!

2006-11-11T05:38:00.000-08:00

Today was the funnest!
(:
First had training with Coach Weber played terribly
Played a little bit better at Elite. Desmond and Felix are so annoying.
Anyway, after that went to Diane's house for lunch and to bathe
Took a bus, walked in the rain! And Auntie Amy picked us up! Ate prawn noodles, no just watched Su, Elizabeth, Khee, Ju eat. Hahaha. Then we went to Su's house!
Super fun. Watched parent trap. Then Ray and Lyn and Pat and Justin came.
We started playing Blindman's buff! Its super fun!
Like Laura's bun gives her away
Watched friends. Its so funny!
Lyn's spaz she asked me what the day was 3 times!
Hahahaha.

I love you guys(:

2006-11-10T06:19:00.000-08:00

Raining, training cancelled. Weber didn't want to make me do physical
Cos I had a match on Sunday
Anyway, so i went for the Wilson demo thing at Yio Chu Kang with Christine instead.
I tell you, Desmond's the spazzest person ever!
After that we took a mrt to Bishan where we ate at Junction 8 with Mummy! Then we went to see the Pasar Malam(: They have so many things

Gotta go bathe!(:

2006-11-09T22:21:00.000-08:00

Rain, rain, go away. Come again another day.

It keeps raining! >:(
Raining in the afternooon
When there's Elite training!
Raining = Physical = Legs getting pain/ Arms/ Stomach/ Aches!

i need you, more than anyone darling, thats why i say to you
build me up, butter cup dont break my heart

2006-11-09T20:39:00.000-08:00

I have this craving to play Jedi Knight but the disc is lost :( Haha.
Training again this morning. I had a really nice surprise! We didn't do drills. Played two sets against Coach Weber. I lost, 6-2 5-3, no time to finish the last set. Im freaking bored.

I'll wish Su happy birthday soon(:

2006-11-09T02:11:00.000-08:00

1. how old do you wish you were? I dont care
2.Where you when 9/11 happened? Cant remember
3. what do you do when vending machines steal your money? Never buy from that vending machine again
4. do you consider yourself kind? Hardly
5. if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? On my lowerback
6. if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? Malay.
7. do you know your neighbours? No
8. what do you consider a vacation? Anything thats 20 km away from home
9. do you follow your horoscope? No it lies
10. would you move for the person you love? Move house? Move?
11. are you touchy feely? Creepy crawlies
12. do you believe that opposites attract? Not sure
13. dream job? Professional tennis first, then lawyer
14. favourite tv channels? HBO, Star Movies, Starworld, Mtv
15. favourite place to go on weekends? Orchard, people's houses
16. showers or baths? Shower
17. do you paint your nails? No, can't be bothered
18. do you trust people easily? Depends
19. what are your phobias? Height.
20. do you want kids? Yea
21. do you keep a handwritten journal? No
22. where would you rather be now? In Japan, snowboarding
23. who makes you warm and fuzzy? My dog? Its nice to hug it(:
24. heavy or light sleeper? Both? I can thrash around the bed and not wake up but the slightest noise can make me wake up
25. are you paranoid? No
26. are you impatient? If i'm annoyed, yes
27. who can you relate to? Abi Nya!
28. how do you feel about interracial couples? Okay?
29. have you been burned by love? Love can't burn, it's not hot
30. what's your pick-up line? None. But the funniest one is : You must be tired, cos you've been running in my mind all night xD
31. what's your main ringtone on your mobile? Continental? Some crappy ringtone
32. what were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping
33. what did the last text on your mobile say? Eh. Where are you? - Diane
34. whose bed did you sleep in last night? Mine
35. what colour shirt are you wearing? Big blue shirt
36. most recent movie you watched? Beethoven's 5th
37. name three things you have on at all times. Hair clip, hair tie, shirt
38. what colour are your bedsheets? Purple, royal colour
39. how much cash do you have right now? Very little
40. what's your favourite part of the chicken? Breast meat
42. i can't wait till: Lose weight
43. what did you have for dinner last night? Can't remember
44. how tall are you barefoot? 165!
45. do you own a gun? No!
46. what do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water/ Orange juice/ Hot Choc
47. where do you think you'll be in 10 years? Some tennis person
48. last thing you ate? Porridge
49. what songs do you sing in the shower? Why do you build me up!
50. last thing that made you laugh? Lame jokes
51. worst injury you ever had? Sprained ankle?
52. does someone have a crush on you? The orange crush :O
53. what's your favourite candy? Haribo, gummies(: Pick n mix
54. what song do you want played at your funeral? Why do you build me up
PART TWO:Do the following...
1.Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
2. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
3. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
4. let people guess which the five false ones are!
5. Get 5 others to do the same..
1. I love tennis
2. And squash
3. And swimming
4. Im dying to learn how to make a skin
5. I'm Grace's darling nut
6. I love my sister
7. I am gonna play tennis 10 times this week
8. I can walk
9. Hmmm, I can jump over my dog?
10. This survey's boring
11. Im gonna travel soon
12. I can jump a foot in the air
13. I petted a dolphin
14. I prefer piano to violin
15. I love animals
16. Animals love me
17. I had a nightmare about Mrs Ng
19. I hate animals
20. i prefer physical to tennis
5 ppl
1. Di
2. Suey
3. BryanK, haha!
4. Mhwang
5. Chrischris

2006-11-09T01:46:00.000-08:00

Changed skin. Cos Lyn's skin the posts couldn't be seen :(
I didnt go for training. Cos, it rained.
I admit, I was lazy. I seriously didn't want to do physical.
I'm real tired.
I know I ought to push myself harder, but we're most likely gonna do push ups and right now my arms can't take in
And when I don't go, people jump out at me, and ask why didn't you go? Some people can just skip training and not be questioned at all.

cos you had a bad day

2006-11-08T22:25:00.000-08:00

Lyn's old skin!(: Hahaha. Training later. Diane's going. I hope! I think we'll play matches, cos very little ppl go on thurs.

2006-11-08T19:57:00.000-08:00

Yes i survived training(: We were supposed to play a match today but no, cos there was elite training later we should do drills. We started off with 8 push ups touching the danged racket handle. Damn tiring cos my arms were sore. Bashing! I bashed 400 balls. My arms felt like theyre gonna fall off now and i still have training later. Anws, runaround forehand, runaround runaround damn tiring. Then we did the Nadal drill and the Marat Safin drill. There's a darned good reason why they called it that. Then he made me do some reaction stuff and more push ups(:

Elite later! Totally spies is gone :( its not on Kids Central anymore!
I saw Xt Aud and Yy cycling around my estate! I was in the car. Haha.

2006-11-08T06:49:00.000-08:00

Just sent off Diane back to her uncle's house!
Came back from school training!
Super fun(: Hahaha. We played alot of games stuff then physical, not too bad
Just hops and jumps and fast feet and 2.4.
Had piano before Diane came
Hahaha, Diane walked up from her uncle's house which is freakishly near. Played with Spitz and folded boxes wth? Haha. Then Justin and her god brothers came to fetch her back. Lol.
Her god brother was wearing heelys and when zooooom down the hill, id never do that(: Too scary! After walking Diane home i ran up. Cos it was dark =) scary. Haha

Off to bed!

2006-11-07T20:44:00.000-08:00

Zomg! Hahaha, Kor influenced me. It does sound nice!
Aw, training with Coach Weber was another killer and right now my arms are going to drop, off. First we started off by throwing tennis balls from the fence to the baseline. Next, we started throwing medicine balls up and down. Then I served 200 balls :O So tiring! Then I did 2 sets of running drills with 0.5 kg ankle weights followed by 3 sets of the running drill without ankle weights. Then I started my bashing drill :D i managed to bash 24 balls in a row! I was so happy. Haha. Then push ups, push ups. I hate push ups >:(

And i dont wanna go for school training later cos im super tired and i havent finished my theory homework!

2006-11-07T03:54:00.000-08:00

Me and Chrischris watched this spastic documentary on dogs! And the beagle<3 is ranked number 8! Stupid Jap Spitz isnt even there! Hoho. Neither is his ancestor the Samoyed.

Anyway, after that we watched another documentarly called Tv with Teeth. It was damn funny. The starting sentences all had the word "THE BIG STING"

Elite was quite fun. I got kinda pissed pissed cos I played badly. Physical sucked. Its like 2 sets that running thing in a minute i got 24 for both, 20 push ups, and 20 rounds around 3 tennis courts(: I like the 20 rounds, hate the rest.

Going for dinner!

2006-11-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

if i had it my way i would change the world, make new rules

Training today was so tiring! Firstly, it's really difficult to wake up at 8 am after sleeping at about 1 am. And despite you feeling so lethargic and tired, you have to do 5 sets of the running drill which i got(: Followed by bashing a total of about 90 balls. After that, you have running drills with direction which was 4 sets. Bashing again this time 180 balls. After your tennis workout, your dear Coach Weber makes you do 2 sets of sprinting in 1 minute up and down. Which I also did, only got 24. So close to getting 26 ;( After which, the kind Coach Weber makes you do 21 push ups hitting the racket handle.

And not to mention there's also ELITE at 5-7 with a 90% chance that there will be physical = legs aching = me dying on Wednesday morning training with Coach Weber.

What a great life I have(:

2006-11-06T04:21:00.000-08:00

I spent the longest time on MSN since forever. Two hours talking to kor. And i'm the brilliantest one who gave the inspiration for the skin! Though it is kinda bloody(: Haha.

Then I watched TV. Omg Crime Watchh is spastic. And Oh Carol's really funny! Guess what they were talking about.. bubble butts :O Hahahahaha.

Then it was time for TOTALLY SPIES(: Quite nice. And Leeches are the BOMB!

Su's party on Saturdayy I hope I can go(: I cant wait dearie, you're almost turning 13 ( it took you long enough) Maybe after getting older you'll get taller then you won't be adorable anymore you'll just be prettaye(:

2006-11-05T21:52:00.000-08:00

training this morning! played best of 5 sets with coach weber, lost 6-0 6-2 6-4. hahaha thats like 6-18 which has a ratio of 1:3. intensive training this hols. i can't wait to go to tokyo!

i think you're fine
you really blow my mind
maybe someday, you and me could runaway

2006-11-05T03:32:00.000-08:00

Today was fun! First I had theory in the morning. Went to Turf City with my Mom for lunch and groceries. After that went to Farrer to play tennis with Su, Ju, Di, RachelKoh, Khee, Amanda and Elizabeth. It was fun. We played two rounds of doubles and lots of jail and bobsled(: And alot alot of photos!

Photos from today!

Su, Me, Rachel Koh getting whacked(:

Me, Rachel Koh, Su, Di<3

Our spastic smiles!

Hey you, what are you looking at yo!

The black team is the cool! We've got the funky china women and the flying ju and the xgirl khee!

Rachel the tall, Su the small and Me the really tall(:

The ideal trophy, serve position(: Freeze frame!

The bunny team! Hahaha, i look spastic!

2006-11-04T19:14:00.000-08:00

oh yay blogger's finally up(: partnered gek hiang yesterday, we won 6-1 6-2, but SICC lost over all :( it was close! nice try vic and van(: haha anne's spastic.

You lived, and died and rose again on high
You opened the way for the world to live again
Hallelujah, for all you've done

photos through the whole year:

Su, Me, Raytard and Lyntard(:

Mgs Tennis team!

Wen, JiaMin, Me, Xt, York, A

1T o6, aloha!

diane, su, ju, me, laura
and the queen claudia(:

2006-11-03T07:35:00.000-08:00

Oh yes! We unlocked Shaoting and Captain Won Ton of Kung Fu Chaos! Me and my brother that is! My tuition teacher is so nice, she let me end half hour early(: I should go to sleep now. Have training at 8 am tomorrow! And interclub at SRC. Grass courts<3 Oh i really crave the coffee house food at coronation and Pick n Mix gummies. Sigh, I will be strong and resist! Haha. Anyway, I'm off to bed now! Bye!

Ps, I love this skin!

I am officially Patrick Ong E Wei or is it E Jin's publicity manager and a brilliant one at that! Look how spastic Pong is.

' patrick ★ i'm getting old, but i'm just getting started says:
be more specific PUBLICITY MANAGER
♥clare say, anything, but say what you mean says:
Yes boss
' patrick ★ i'm getting old, but i'm just getting started says:
managers have to be detailed you knw
' patrick ★ i'm getting old, but i'm just getting started says:
specific (:
♥clare say, anything, but say what you mean says:
I know, that's why I'm a manager
♥clare say, anything, but say what you mean says:
I was being sarcastic about you being on good terms on everybody and any sane person on the living planet would have been able to tell what I was implying. Happy now, Boss?

2006-11-02T23:04:00.000-08:00

2t!

but amanda's not in our class, heck she's not even in ANY OF THE CLASSES and i dont know why >:( did she migrate or something?

haha michelle hwang congrats you were NOT kicked out of SBC(: even though youre so lazyyyyy!

2006-11-02T20:32:00.000-08:00

I'm watching Shark Tale now.
Oh yesterday, I had training in the morning like 7 sets of running drill and 2 sets of running drill with direction and i was super tired.

After that, I just slacked the whole day away, really tired. Yea and then after that we went to SICC to eat dinner. And play tennis. Then it rained. After that, my mom forced us to go home. And it stoppedraining like 15 minutes later so we had to drive back all over again -.-"

I partnered Anne and we lost rubber set. We played Cricket Club, it's real funny. Cos like all 3 of the matches played rubber set. Haha.

Shark Tale!

2006-11-01T03:59:00.000-08:00

Okay, so Ididn't move, haha, my xanga thing was all screwed yea, so I didn't move.
Anyway, training was less tiring than yesterday! maybe cos im just getting fitter.
Christine is singing out of tune now.
My ears are painful >:(
Haha, playing tennis with rachelkoh, diane, su, ju on Sunday!
Im addicted to Kung Fu Chaos! It's the bestest Xbox Game ever!
Interclub later against Cricket Club.
I hope I partner Anne, or anyone just not ______!
Haha, anyway!
Rachel Koh's dang funny!

On the phone:
Rachel Koh: What's interclub?
Me: When you play against other clubs?
Rachel Koh: Oh, oh! So what club are you playing?
Me: Cricket Club
Rachel Koh: Huhh? How can you play Cricket Club? Doesn't Cricket Club only play Cricket? Why do they play tennis?
Me: Ahhhhhhhh

I so give up on her, evil twin!<3(:

say anything but say what you mean when you whisper you want this

2006-10-31T20:03:00.000-08:00

as usual grace saboes.

1) what's your phone brand? Motorola

2) what are the last 3 digits in your cell phone number?764

3) what does the 2nd message in your inbox say? where are youuuuu xD

4) who's the first person under M? Madeline Ang

5) who's the last person you rang? Michelle Hwang

6) who was your last missed call from? mom

7) who's the 2nd person under D? darryl boey

8) what does the last message in your inbox say? free mms from m1 halloween

9) who is the second last person under j? justin low

10) go to your sent items. what does the 10th message say? oops i deleted my sent items

11) who's the 4th person under S? sandra chua

12) who's your network provider? m1

13) how many messages are currently in your inbox? like 10? haha.

14) what do you have as your background? this drawing thing

15) who is the second person under R? RACHEL CHOE!

16) who do you have on speed dial 3? i cant be bothered to check

17) if you're on prepaid, how much credit do you have left? no prepaid

18) who's the last person under C? COACH WEBER :O

19) how many bars of signal do you currently have? 5

20) what do you have as your main ringtone? m1's my town "D

21)name 5 people whom you want to do this test!

MHWANG
SULI
DIA
JULI
CLAUDI

2006-10-31T19:57:00.000-08:00

oh mann, today's training was like a killer. 5 sets of 10 running drill, runaround stuffs, the NADAL drill, sylvester kept going on about it, then coach weber made me do it >=(

2006-10-31T05:14:00.000-08:00

you know, you always think you're right, and everyone else is just a mistake and you always blame me for being rude, i can't help it when you do the same to everyone else right! you love to watch me fall, you think you know it all!

okay like other than that, today was kinda good. i woke up pretty late, played xbox with my bro then watched a show with my sis. after that went for training with coach weber. super tiring, i dont know, today i was kinda tired. and i have training tmr in the morning. like i couldnt breathe properly during coach weber. anyway after coach weber, elite training. quite fun, played team tennis singles with diane against mark and christopher. we got thrashed. then we played doubles against them and we won 6-4(: HAHA, and like, i served once and chriskwan whacked the ball back and it hit mark. after training was physical >=( not too tiring though, played the passing line game, haha damnnn funny. i passed felix once, and mark, i think thts the only ppl i passed. then when it was our turn to block (me and dominic) haha, everyone passed me and dominic saved everybody! hahaha(: then we did one sets of sprints and all.

2006-10-30T17:54:00.000-08:00

i can't believe how whacked up my tuition teacher is! like what 4 pages of math each has 10 questions on it and 2 extra questions, holidayyyyyyy?? and my mom just added 2 more training, 2 hour trainings with coach weber in the mornings, sleeep?? oh well tennis i dont really mind, cos i actually like it, but what about my holiday! >=( oh well, at least at the end of dec, everything will COME TO A STOP cos it's christmas! :D and tiffy's having an Xmas party! (:

2006-10-29T23:23:00.000-08:00

dear dear 1t(: we'll still be in the same class next year! :D
we're super solid (:

amanda yuen
the super tall, crazy, funny, madeline's rough partner, and darn good at math

madeline ang
same class since p4? or was it p5? haha, anyway, science geeeek(: rough, love ya, physics, chem rep

beatrice loh
the baking queen! haha, the funny, bimbo, blur, most bullyable one, great listening ear

michelle chan
the very responsible vice chair, but a certain amount of cheekines(: swimmer, skinnyfool

grace cheah
inventor of pongpong, the psycho, corrupted prefect, fun, funny, crazy, yes we all know that

nicole chee
another genius! well our whole class is full of em :D

tiffany cheong
powerful vocals, SHORT xD haha, nice, nice, funny, tiffuny, pro vocab, bio, ls rep

anna chung
the mother like one!, desk partner, who influenced me to be neater :D funny in a weird way

deborah lin
the one who's in love with orange sheeep(:, the hyper? not so hyper? stuttering one

cherry
SS REP(: the one who's fun to bully! and steal that diary thing from you!

grace anne
exchange student, loll, the small and funny one

placida ho
most hardworking violinist? haha, i think, youve that mark of the hardworking violinist at your neck!

michelle hwang
class clown, irritant of all teachers, haha, funny, warped temper, warped humour

jessica lim
artsy girl, meek as a deer, a streak of mischeviousness(:

lai roxanne
the target of grace, haha, the victim of stolen hairbands!

shina lee
the one who has very very smart answers!

christine lee
the random, spastic, scary, childish, all things to do with IMMATURE one

samantha lim
the deer in our ramayana play, and and the super good chinese genius :O

sarah jane
quiet, really quiet, haha, but nice :D, maths rep

janice soon
fellow pe monitress, who topped bio, close to God, nice

sherri lee
other one of S duo, never pays attention, funny in a sherri kinda way, anime drawer!

sophia phoon
the nicest angel i ever had(: haha, computer genius!

vivienne tam
chairman, really smart, really good at music, really nice

tan yuting
really, really, really quiet, but we know you're nice

tieh suat ying
MONKEY KING IN RAMAYANA PLAY :D

violette truong
faint pen user, pro pianist, smart smart dang!

vanessa ching
the last one! hahaha, VERY NICE(: and smart, like 3rd in class!

mrs ng
sarcastic, a bit psycho?, funny, great form teacher

mrs gan
most caring co form of the year! :D

1T
i'll be SEEING YOU NEXT YEAR! AND I LOVE 1T ALOT ALOT ALOT AND EVERYONE'S IMPORTANT ((:

2006-10-27T20:50:00.000-07:00

THE PONG HEAD GRACE GAVE THIS TO ME :( yes but i still love you
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? im sleepy

2. When is the next time you will have sex? yuck!

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"? FLOOR. hahah grace i better

4. Favorite planet? MARS

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile? diane low

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone? M1's my town :D

7. What kinda shirt you have on? blue fila shirt

8. Describe yourself in one phrase. my legs are aching

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? no shoes

10. Bright or Dark Room? dark, cos the lights aren't on

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? she's SPASTIC<3

12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on? the one on the outerside

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping

14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile? are you going for training?

15. Where is your letter box? at the gate

16. What's a word that you say a lot? hahahaha

17.Who told you he/she loved you last? no idea

18. Last furry thing you touched? SPITZ AND TRIX!

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? NONE

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? develop film? hello digital cam

21. Favorite age you have been so far? 5 :D

22. Your worst enemy? no worst, haha. satan?

23. What is your current desktop picture? christine shuying hannah nonsense, christine's account

24. What was the last thing you said to someone? HI

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly? FLY FLYING'S COOL AND MONEY'S NOT EVERYTHING

26. Do you like someone? yeahhh.

27. The last song you listened to? finale medley

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet? depends who, i guess so

29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?SATAN

30. What is the closest object to your left foot? my wallet

5 PEOPLE TO PASS THIS TO:

BEATRICE
SULING
LYN
RAY
DIANE

2006-10-27T20:32:00.000-07:00

I dont like to be alone in the night
And I dont like to hear Im wrong when Im right
And I dont like to have the rain on my shoe
But I do love you, but I do love you
I dont like to see the sky painted gray
And I i dont like when nothing’s going my way
And I dont like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you, but I do love you
Love everything about the way youre loving me

oh my, im really tired. i rannn yesterday, and we had physical yesterday, and training with coach weber was all that running stuffs, and i couldnt take it, so i skipped elite :s i feel so guilty. anyway, im really bored now, and im trying to get rid of that hideous thing below, POINTS. haha, anyways.

sometimes, i feel guilty. youve been through so much, and i give you hell. i made you so miserable, and you're still always there. and i wish, that, you'd just be angry at me, and just move on. just to punish me.

2006-10-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

hoho today is the first day of the hols and it was FUN. i woke up pretty late(: restt, important. then i went RUNNING. i ran to mhwang's to discover that she was gonna leave for lunch soon! then, her mom came back while i was still there, and she asked me to lunch. we ate at margharita's it was good(: like yummy. mexican food! is the bomb. lol, anyway then played UNO stacko at her house and went home. training was hell tiring. like physical much.

pongpongsrule!

2006-10-24T06:04:00.000-07:00

today was fun! individ training with weber was cancelled cos he was sick so i could sleep in. then i went to bee's house. christine also there. haha then we went to take MRT to buy groceries and stuffs yea then we started baking :D hahhaha!

2006-10-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

omg sunday was fun ;D first i had interclub, partnered laura lost to the most annoying pair ever anyway then had tuition and my teacher was evil
as usual

then i went to clauds so her parents would send us to town to meet diane and tess and ju and su. and when we went there we went to american club. but di couldnt take in so many ppl. so we tried to sneak in. but di was too chicken so we waited for like 1/2 an hour outside before deciding to walk to diane's house. we tried to lock them out too! then we played dress up damn funny. su was some cute cute person diane some athlete star, tessa a bimbo business and i was a jap tourist. claudi was the deejay and ju the director. then the twins came. we played hide and seek. partnered lyn. haha me tess ju lyn hid in the same place and di saw tessa first so we weren't the seekers ;D we're pro aren't we. had a greaaat dinner before playing charades. we WERE WINNING till lyn, ray, ju, claud went to put some spell on us to make us lose right huhh. no sportsmanship at all ;d

omggg funnnnn :D tennnis outtinggggs! going bee's house tmr i thinkkk?

2006-10-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope its over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when youre little
And the worlds so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that its all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just dont wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I dont believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when youre little
And the world is so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

thanks hwang for sending me this song (: im addicted to it.

2006-10-21T03:00:00.000-07:00

i watched this show and it was so funny :D
like okay there's guy 1 and guy 2.
guy 1 : what did they say?
guy 2: they said whatever i thought they would say
guy 1: which is?
guy 2: whatever you said they would say
guy 1: which is?
guy 2: business is business
guy 1: ten bucks to tell me?
guy 2: they said it's not over

haha damnn funny! tons of tuition and theory hw. my chinese tuition teacher is the evillest ever!

2006-10-19T23:27:00.000-07:00

HOUSE COM SHIRTS :D hahaha! diane's like tennis captain and im captain for badminton what the helll sharanya oh well HOUSE COM SHIRTS :O they're nice. haha, oh oh and mhwang is the funniest shit ever. honestly. EVERYONE IS :D im feeling really happy and highhhh!

2006-10-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

MARKS

geog- A2 (74%)
chinese- B3(65.5%)
math- A2 (70.5%)
chem- A1 (80%)
lang arts- A2 (74%)
bio- B3 (69%)
history- B3 (65%)

sucky yo.

2006-10-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANE LOW CHING WEN <3

thanks for being the WONDERFUL HYPER bestie :D who gives good advice and is always there to talk to :D have a great birthday! love you lots lots lots lots!

i need your grace to read my needs
to find my own

2006-10-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

today was kinda boring! haha but fun afterwards.

yesterday was advanced, i won. anyway sueeeyyy dear nice try! im sure you'll beat her next round and dont be pissed! and diane congrats! 3 setter :O and ju too! but ju's wasnt three setter k whatever

went out with claudddd and di. super fun! took neoprints and i wanted to find that shop where all the nice tote bags were from that xt and aud showed me last time but i couldnt find. then i had to go! like crappy right. haha. doubles later!

2006-10-16T23:24:00.000-07:00

i never will have that chance

ok im crapping my way through exams. im gonna be the hardworkingest person ever!

2006-10-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

VIOLIN EXAM RESULTS IM GONNA WRITE EVERYTHING I CAN DECIPHER THAT THE EXAMINER SAID ABOUT EVERY SECTION

FIRST SONG: tempo was suitable and there was careful observation of the dynamics. quicker notes need to be more clearly defined and picolo? what the hell. haha could be seen better centered. it was often a little slump, detractions how the imprression

ok i dont understand dwhat he was saying! anyway 24/30

SECOND SONG: this has same response in the mood and the tempo was well-judged. some quicker notes could here been more distinct, though harmonic notes were successful. a culler tone would have been given furhter score for something something

24/30 again!

THIRD SONG: tone was much more varied and substantial for air. which had quite a telilng atmosphere. the pizzicato was confident, well shaped and rhythmic, completing a plegms and recepttive recurrence -well done

29/30 HAHA TAKE THAT MS CHU! you said my pizzicato suckeddddd.

SCALES: these were accurate at a good even pace and use well in time, with a well rounded tone. the response was prompt. farther musical slope may be found

18/21 so practicing helps

SIGHT READING: quick and virutally accurate. this could have been just a little more distinct.

18/21 you gotta be kidding me! i screwed this one!

AURAL TESTS: test a was correct at the second attempt (: cool! haha. B was correct except for one note. C was accurate except that period was classical not romantic

i didnt study the periods so i just picked one that it sounded like :O too bad romantic and classical sound so different

14/18

ADDITIONAL COMMENTS: well deserved high merit! future perfomances aim to settle your something from the start. you merely slowed your true capabilites. good luck!

im sure that was the best i could give!

DRUM ROLL
total: 128/150
verdict: MERIT! missed distinction by two though!

im happy. then my violin teacher scolded me for not closing the gate after her. spaaastic.

2006-10-15T23:40:00.000-07:00

ytd i had the most spastic convo with grace and mhwang. first, we started rearranging each others names cos mhwang spelt grace wrong.
so its like
mhwang is imellche ghawn (i'm ell-shay gawn)
grace is cager
im lazer
beatrice is teabrice
christine is richtines
tiffany is fattiny
anna is nana
michelle chan is imellche

damn funny and grace started telling spastic jokes and nonsense and i was laughing then my sister thought i was mad.

school was so fun today, ahha. started off with laughs and more laughs, followed by history paper. i think i did really badly - havent gotten the marks but i got like A2 and B3 for chinese. B3 for chinese what the shit! i screwed up on paper 2. seriously. and laushi made everything better by saying my compo sucked. well its true but does she have to say it infront of everyone. aiya whatever la, anyway i just laughed it off. we watched FANTASIA! during free preriod. its so nice. but we havent watched it till the end! gr.

the haze is super bad ): i love HALO! halo2 sucks though. hoho.

2006-10-14T01:36:00.000-07:00

im super tired. like training in the morning at 8 and i slept at 12 am last night. and coach weber was making me run and all, so.. then i went to buy bubble tea. had lunch with family at SICC. then played pingpong with christine. anne vic came, warmed up. then we played. partnered anne against SSC. won. haha, anne's super funny. she almost whacked me TWICE. im having difficulties breathing now. like.. hell! im swimming tmr :D again!

2006-10-13T02:53:00.000-07:00

omg today was fun. first i went to the dentist. then claudia's house. haha, we watched she's the man, played with tricia then went swimming. tricia finally remembers me lol :D then we swam for like 45 minutes and went up again. haha; omg clauuudiaa's food at her house is damn nice :D haha.

photos!

2006-10-11T21:43:00.000-07:00

wednesday
last day of exams. lang arts was pretty challenging i guess. but listening ended in like what 1/2 hour. so me; anna; mich x2; christine; grace; beatrice; tiffany; nishanti; went out to orchard. to watch john tucker must die. we had subway. and bubble tea. ate at food court. saw xt. then we took neoprints and people like michelle hwang and christine lee went to look at retro high heels and nail polish. then we went to watch the movie. like 3/4 of the movie theatre was mg girl :O and we saw janell grace choe mergi kelly and claudia sandra and emmelienne and likim and all. like?! haha, then we tried to look for michelle hwang's stupid adidas jacket and grace's nice red adidas bottle but they didnt have. so we took mrt. and MISSED THE TRAIN BY 1 MINUTE FOR BOTH MRTS. went to christine's house. we swam. and swam. then watched x3. then after talking with bee, bee left then we watched da vinci code! started at like what 1230am so we slept at about 3 am. AND I SOLVED THE CODE FOR THE CRYPTEX ALL ON MY OWN YOU KNOW WHAT THE ANSWER IS? THE APPLE. i knew it cos was talking all about newton and gravity so i immediately thought of an apple. haha. then we went to sleep. sucky sleep hello? michelle hwang took up like what 3/4's of the bed. leaving me 1/8 and grace 1/8 till i finally rolled off and slept on a sleeping bag!

thursday
haha, woke up at 740am then had breakfast and went SWIMMING again. then we talked and sang and played guitar and piano till it was time to go. and im going to play xbox now.

might go to clauuuuudiaaa's tmr? at lunchtime. omg, i hope her grandma had helped her make tthat nice paaasssion fruuuit juice. yum.

2006-10-10T06:20:00.000-07:00

how come we dont even talk no more? you never hang around no more?
what did i do so wrong?! goodness, fine exclude me. be that way.
go RUB IT IN MY FACE. it's not gonna affect me.

i cant wait for the last two papers to be over! training was quite fun, despite me being jested at by coach weber for my inability to do proper push ups. king! ladder, whatever, it was quite okay today. coach weber hid christine's ipod nano, then she ran to him to ask him for it back, but i had it. haha. so funny. going out with mich x2; grace; anna; christine; bea; tiff tmr! then im sleeping over at christine's. it'll be fun! :D then i think i'll go out with clauuudia, suuu and diane and juuu and tessaa, and whoever. i guess, and abigail. haha, i love after exams, they make you feel so happy. okay, concentrate on hoot. remember quotes.

2006-10-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

grace the evil
Name: clare fong
Nicknames: clarieos, clare, clarey, fong
Name spelled backwards: eralc
Name without vowels: clr
Name without consonants: ae
Birthday: 3rd may ninety three
Ethnicity: chinese
Glasses or contacts: both
Hair color: light brown :D
Hair length: shoulder
Hair style: tied, or let down
Pets: trix, spitz, max
*Favourite*
Animal: budgies, dogs, squirrels and cats
Band: HINDER
Brand name for clothes: no idea, favourite name? VERSACE :D
Brand name for shoes: asics it sounds cool
Candy: halls and everything
Cereal: honey stars
Colour: cyan blue
Cookie: uhm, like anything? my cookies that i bake :D
Day: no day
Disney character: MICKEY MOUSE!
Drink: coke; i guess.
Fast food place: macs
Food: soup and rice
Holiday: that holiday where we did everything like skiing and surfing
Ice cream flavor: green tea
Month: december- rainy season
Number: 7
Perfume: poison :D it smells nice; i dont use it though
Pie flavor: CHICKEN PIE!
Pizza topping: stretchy cheese
Restaurant: the restaurant at coronation thats good and cheap
Subject in school: PE
Type of music: emo rock
Type of sandwich: tuna
*Of all your friends...*
The best advisor: diane or claudi
The best hair: anna its thin :D
The best handwriting: UHM anna, haha.
The dirtiest mind: ehhh, ok i follow grace, christine
The funniest: michelle hwang, i can't stop laughing around her
The loudest: michelle hwang yep.
The prettiest: michelle chan/su/twins
The most trusting: trusting? GRACE CHEAH/BEA the trusting ones who always get hurt >=)
The nicest eyes: claudddiaaaaa
The shortest: anna belle
The smartest: viv
The tallest: hahhahaha, sylvester/amanda.
*HAVE-YOU-EVERs*
Asked out a crush: nope
Been on stage: yup
Been scared to get a shot: not really
Cheated on a test: I DONT GRACE CHEAH HUI SHI.
Cried during a movie: yup hotel rwanda
Felt like you didn't belong: right now?
Fought a black belt: yea it sucks you'll never win
Gone to camp: yea
Kept a New Year's resolution: no
Kept a secret from everyone: no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: no, i tried but, haha.
Stolen anything: nope
Told a guy you liked him: no
Won a trophy: yea
Written a love poem: no
*The Last...*
CD listened to: i dont listen to cds
Movie watched: 3 ninjas
Person that's called you: my dad
Person who saw you cry: i forgot
Person you went to the mall with: that was how long ago but with my sis/mom
Song listened to: build me up buttercup
Thing you ate: soup and rice
Thing you drank: water
*Yes or no*
Growing up scares me more than it should: no
I adore getting mail: no and especially not junk mail
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: yea! hello, tennis is all about perseverance
*Others*
If you could describe yourself in three words: is thirteen years
Is your computer in your room: yea but it's all laggy
Is your room messy: yea
What are some of your favorite junk foods: beef fantastic
What color are your bedroom walls:white and it sucks
What do you do when you're bored: watch tv
What makes you happy: lots of stuff
What makes you sad: not saying.
What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends: go out and swim
Worst feeling in the world: feeling out of place and alone
People you would like to pass this to: GRACE HAH BACK AT YOU, CLAUDIA, SU, DIANE, BEE, MICH C! ok i gotta go do work.

2006-10-09T22:30:00.000-07:00

please don't tell me that everything's wonderful now.

math paper was so hard :( i finished it 5 minutes before time. well, most people didn't finish it. paper one was quite okay though. walked to the bus stop with madeline. then my dad saw me, so he picked me up at hua guan and i didnt have to take bus :D haha. im doing hoot quotes now, i so hate it. there are too many quotes and i dont know which one will be the right one.

ta.

2006-10-09T03:21:00.000-07:00

ever feel you're so out of place? that everyone has the perfect friend, but you.

ever feel like you're out of place? like something's wrong. and no one understands you.

today was like the boringest ever day. bio wasn't that hard. and chem was quite okay. i stole abi's shoe again. :D like, i watched 3 movies, cos i have no other studying subjects, but i actually could be studying my quotes for hoot, i'll do it tmr. i have like what 4 hours.

2006-10-07T23:43:00.000-07:00

DONT EVER TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME YOU HEAR
COS YOULL NEVER BE ABLE TO!
I KEEP GOING BACK YOU WANNA KNOW WHY!
COS I FEEL SO
EFFING GUILTY!

TELL ME WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN IT ALL FALLS APARTT.

promises mean everything when you're little and the world is so big.

2006-10-07T23:42:00.000-07:00

close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope its over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when youre little
And the worlds so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that its all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just dont wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I dont believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when youre little
And the world is so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No
No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I dont wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I dont wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I dont wanna meet your friends
And I dont wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now...

I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

2006-10-07T23:35:00.000-07:00

ever heard of just friends?
thanks for pressure, thanks for extra stress.
i dont want it back.
we can go our own separate ways.
you go your way and i'll go mine.
and all of your tears will air dry, with just a little time.

2006-10-07T23:21:00.000-07:00

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut.

i guess we never really moved on

we went to holland v again. woke up at like what 8, rollerbladed around the estate with my bro and mom walking the dogs. had lunch at xiao long bao. quite good, i guess. walked around, bought two comics. yea, i dont feel very lively today. think im falling sick.

no matter what i say or do, its always your fault, why cant it ever be mine?
why cant you ever just be pissed at me?
why do you always make me feel so freaking guilty.

i can never, understand.

2006-10-06T23:13:00.000-07:00

i put my faith in you
what a stupid thing to do

woke up quite early today and i woke christine up along with me. she was kinda yelling at me but. anyway, exams are almost over and im not as stressed as i thought i would be. i went to eat at coronation. and i bought a yoyo :D childhood<3 d oing work now. i need to print out chem notes later.

and its kinda weird, all those people you knew, who ignore you.

2006-10-06T01:36:00.000-07:00

oh yes! only bio chem math 1 math 2 el 3 and cl 3!
and then im going to sleepover at christine's then we go sentosa :D i guess we never really moved on, its really good to hear your voice dadadada, christine's bugging me. i just printed out my bio notes. so funny. mhwang tested me geog today, it was hell funny. then i had to go collect the old one's hw cos she pontang school again, no she had food poisoning or some weird thing.

i havent finished tuition homework =( and i dont WANT TO
playing meiko later!
beat pernilla like what 64 63.
yesterday was was was history and langarrts :D

im imagining.

2006-10-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

I LOVE HINDER!

I DONT WANNA PLAY INTERMEDIATE =( ITS SO STRESSFUL PLAYING TOURNS AND HAVING EOYS.

2006-10-03T23:16:00.000-07:00

GET WELL ANNA! :D LOVE YOU LOTS!

intermediate yesterday, almost died. played horridly. english exam this morning, i have a knack of writing sad stories. then recess then chinese. haha, we stole abigail's shoe and it travelled to G,S,D. super funny.

then chinese exam, poor anna wasnt feeling well. i wrote another sad story. haha. then me, m hwang and grace went to macs. super funny. couldn't stop laughing i almost spat my food out. haha :D

2006-10-02T02:43:00.000-07:00

its really good to hear your voice
saying my name, it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel

lips of an angel, hilder

sarah cheong tag me, haha come back soon girl, we miss you.
only one more chapter of geog left. then i'd have the whole of tmr for langarts and history
and the whole of wednesday for geog and chinese, the stress has been alleviated. praying really does work.

Seven things that scare me:
1. Losing to people i'm not supposed to lose to
2. Doing badly for exams
3. Heights
4. Cockroaches
5. Bees, wasps
6. Red ants
7. Possessed people

Seven things I like the most about myself:
1. I like to have fun
2. I can play piano, violin, guitar and tennis<3
3. I can play sports
4. Ive great friends
5. And a great family
6. I'm studious :D
7. But not too studious :D

Seven most important things in my room:
1. study table
2. computer
3. tv - cable
4. my study notes
5. handphone
6. clothes
7. ipod

Seven random facts about me:
1. i havent seen a fish sausage
2. i like hilder
3. i am part of the civilised citizens defence society
4. music's the bomb
5. I love GOD!
6. i wear glasses and contacts
7. i find swimming fun

Seven things I would like to do before I die:
1. visit jerusalem
2. charity work
3. become a successful lawyer with family
4. get A1s for all eoys
5. scuba diving
6. TELL ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY I APPRECIATE THEM :D
7. Become a doctor, marry and have kids.

Seven things I can do:
1. laugh at spastic stuff that chris; bee; grace; mich x2; anna come up with
2. i can play music
3. i can talk
4. hear
5. i can have fun!
6. sleep the afternoon away
7. JUMP AROUND LIKE A MANIAC/SKIP

Seven things I can't do:
1. run 5 km everyday
2. BOWLING
3. concentrate and study the whole entire day
4. answer all those hard questions mrs ng gives
5. stop blogging
6. stop wasting my time
7. stop being retarded

Seven things I say the most:
1. hahaha
2. youre so lame, man
3. whatever
4. spastic
5. you're mad
6. honestly
7. really?

Seven most favourite celebrities:
1. hilder
2. that dude who acts as roy in hoot
3. sebastien in she's the man
4. chad michael murray
5. james lafferty
6. mr bean
7. owen wilson

Seven people I would like to see do this:
1. diane
2. claudia
3. su
4. mich h
5. grace
6. bee
7. anyone who's bored to tears

2006-10-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

today was pretty fun. chapel was really good, i felt like God was truly there. and lang arts we watched HOOT! it's real nice. roy has nice eyes and mullet fingers looks like a bunny. haha. bio, was boring. recess me and abi went popular, had to rush up to class. christine's so random, like i was queueing up with her at the chicken rice stall she suddenly asked me "ever heard of fish sausagse?" haha =)

ooh im gonna study so hard today im gonna become a full time nerd. oh well =)

2006-09-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

i tear my heart open; just to feel
i cared too much

cut my hair. it looks the same as before; just that its shorter. had lunch at SICC. played pingpong and table soccer.

there's something you had to know, before i walk away and blow the ending. that ive been, fighting to let you go. your words sting. bite. like frostbite in the cold; i know ive hurt you; but, i really dont know anything else to do. and all i can say is sorry.

2006-09-29T21:13:00.000-07:00

you built it up to watch it fall

i officially like nick lachey and the veronicas =) cos i watched pop ten yesterday. i hate the PCDs. guess which song was number one - no promises, shayne ward.

i realised that geog is the one i have to study hardest for and me being the nice friend lent claudi my geog notes so now all i have is the textbook.

i have 2 days to study the sciences so right now im focussing on history; geog; lang arts and chinese. i have yet to memorise the eyewitness report format. i think i lost the paper. oh cruel world.

and i have tuition work that i havent finished

and christine anne fong finally managed to pass her sickness to me
and it's hazy

-today's not gonna be a good day
cept we're watching HOTEL RWANDA tonight! yay. i like it alot. and its a FAMILY SHOW. haha, meaningful.

oh well; how do we keep our heads up and survive these hectic weeks? go high and spastic. runaway from all your troubles

hide your face so the world will never find you

2006-09-29T01:28:00.000-07:00

it's different between you and me

school. quite fun, but our chi teacher didnt give us children's day presents. hmmph, geog was fun. philo was pretty boring. bio too. history was quite fun, cos m hwang was being retarded - what's new? values ed, we watched ice age. it's hell funny. ive forgotten all that spastic, childish, slapstick humour funny shows that i've watched. time to watch finding nemo again :) and shark tale and and and monsters inc. i wont ever forget my childhood

ugh, study time.

WHO GAVE CHILDREN'S DAY PRESENTS:
mrs ng - a pen
mrs gan - a ziploc folder with name cards
mrs lim - crunch
mrs chen - two nice sweets and this biscuity thing

hmmph, all the other lousy teachers, who didnt give a present.
and ms cheong gave m hwang a sweet and not me. christine's damn funny and lame and stupid.

2006-09-28T02:12:00.000-07:00

if i was outta it
but now im under it

i feel so lazy, i cant bring myself to study anymore. i slaved away 2 weeks before, now thats its time for eoys, im dying out. i'll start proper revision on saturday, i promise myeslf. eoys are less than a week away. and im hardly prepared. im going to die for geog, all that memorising stuff i can do, but what is up with maps? and world maps? i hate maps. its like the suckiest ever and its so pointless. who cares if mount pierre is how tall? and so what if i dont know all the 7 oceans? or is it 7 seas. history - its always been fun and easy and nice. crap, i have history hw to do and i havent done it :( lang arts is either i'll do real well or i'll do real badly. its one or the other. chinese, hope that the cloze passage and compres are easy. math - goner.

honestly, who looks forwards to exams?
definitely
not
me.

2006-09-28T00:49:00.000-07:00

tuesday
school day, pretty boring, art, chinese, whatever. training was quite okay, went to hospital to visit my grandpa

wednesday
what a total waste of time. watched hotel rwanda!<3
went for the friendly for elite. played julian and jonas. lost both.

thursday
im this close to losing my temper. honestly. whats wrong with the world? swimming was pretty fun. we played water polo. haha, i conclude i can dive. and we did somersaults and my now there's water in my head. sometimes, i just wonder - what kind of friends do i have?

anyway, like. whatever. bye.

2006-09-25T23:57:00.000-07:00

today's like funnest ever. i cant wait for eoys, our group is going to book chalets and sleepovers and and and go to each others houses lots lots and i cant wait for eoys to be OVER! anyway school, lang arts was totally boring. i was humiliated by my lack of grammar - but oh well. then maths, mrs gan finally knows my name. chem was boring too. recess was fun, whats new. haha, chinese was boring too but art's like the funnest =) we get to crap after we finish our work.

<3

2006-09-24T23:31:00.000-07:00

chapel was good. as always. lang arts was so boring all we did was write a compo. ergh, i hate writing compos. its boring. bio, we told mr tay that it wasnt his period but it was. its not our fault we didnt get our new timetable thanks to our wonderful form teacher. recess, quite funny. haha, me and abi went to pass sth to mrs chan, then we were wondering to go in or not, then mrs chan appeared. shocking.

our chinese teacher's like the funniest ever. she keeps insulting mich hwang. she said today "if you ever laugh like that, your boyfriend would be scared away." haha.

i bought a chinese dictionary. oh i dont feel like studying anymore :(

2006-09-24T04:41:00.000-07:00

a painful skin. i just love the font MS UI gothic. im real annoyed at my mom, i know i oughtnt to be but who can help it, when she cuts all your happiness. she comes in and keeps nagging at you. sometimes, this is why i like school. its away from all this nagging, all this annoyance.

i want the photos of the west zone colours =(

gosh, bio homework is so irritating and annoying and spastic and its graded >=(

oh but today's been a good day - relatively. compared to all other days.

EOYS EOYS EOYS, super stressed. and ive been locked inside that house. this house.

my watch is so pretty i wanna take a photo of it and post it. and its so cheap like 9 bucks. haha, i shall buy all my watches from there :)

2006-09-23T23:35:00.000-07:00

had lunch at holland v. wanted to buy bubble tea, but it disappeared. bought a watch. saw ms tan and mooncake partner at crystal jade and saw mr seow. like.. mgs teacher conference? haha. i miss tennis im taking a break for 4 days. argh, 4 days to do physical.

2006-09-23T02:32:00.000-07:00

im tired of night air
i can't breathe

you blew me off so easily

everybody feels a broken heart sometimes

absolute boredom.

once bitten twice shy. people say some experiences make you learn, but these experiences also make you afraid to trust, it gives you insecurities

on a lighter note, i just finished tuition. my dog scratched me on the way to the vets. physio therapy today was so boring, cos it wasnt eunice and it was some woman called shrikwa. had beef noodles<3 ive been searching and searching for passion fruit juice, and its so hard to find. i shall have to go to claudi's house to drink it ;)

i have to study 4 chapters of geog and 1 chapter of chem by 9.00 pm and its now 5.34 pm.

DIE.

cos i want to watch i not stupid 2.
again.
its so sad.
i like it.

2006-09-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

colours award is the worst. first you have to wear a blazer which makes you real hot and look like a fool.

i screwed up my english oral exam. oh well.

2006-09-21T00:31:00.000-07:00

aw man, i so wanted to swim at pe this morning, but i couldnt. damn that ankle. geog was fun, haha, when mrs lim saw me and madeline she dropped her pencil case and all the pens dropped out, so funny. lang arts was fun we played quotable quotes, GUESS WHO WON. yup i did with michelle chan, christine, cherry, madeline, vanessa. recess -> helped michelle hwang do her nutritionist ppt. math was alright. home ec was fun.. i used the super ex machine, and it backfired on me, so i had to unpick an embroidered C. took so long. and mrs phua went to scare me that it backfired AGAIN. im not studying today

i have 4 more chaps of geog, so i'll do one tmr, two on sat one on sun.

i feel lazy.

2006-09-19T07:05:00.000-07:00

youve got your karma
and ive got mine.

oh boy, today, was real lousy. lang arts, the most boring lesson. math was construction. chem was pretty fun, we bombarded ms sim with questions i think she almost died

recess: had guava<3>

chinese, book test - quite easy. chinese was quite fun. we just talked and watched a joke tv thing. haha. geog, we slacked like 1/2 hour then me and bee went to find mrs lim, she's so funny really. she was like OH NO I FORGOT. haha, and she didnt know what class she had. tsk. art - just drew our cartons. pretty boring. had lunch with michelle chan, anna, vivienne, vanessa went for ensemble. it sucked. new conductor.
had match today, beat jiayi 5-2 then she retired. ugh, i have 2 chapters of geog and one chapter of history.

>=(

2006-09-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

TEACHERS ARE OUT TO KILL US!

they choose to give homework on weekdays and not weekends

i have to stay up till midnight doing hw tonight, and studying. oh, such is the life of a student.

2006-09-18T02:12:00.000-07:00

school today was FUN! ;) haha, my sister is being annoying but im such a nice person so i wont get annoyed at her. chapel, my new fav christian song : fight for faith. its nice :) lang arts was real boring cos we were doing error analysis, bio was a free period, which we spent yakking as usual.
i got 11/15 for my history test, i deproved. ergh, then math - construction, even more boring and mrs gan made me explain how i drew a triangle, which i couldnt :D haha, chinese was so pointless we just went through the story book. i rusheddddd home cos i had to go back to SSC for another physiotherpy appointment. still painful but less, went home, slacked.

TODOS:
chinese tuition homework do by 6.30 pm (preferrably to be finished at 5.30pm)
math two questions on construction
correct hoot essay
study chinese book
chem paper

thats alot for one day.

<3
im thinking of going on hiatus now
blogging takes up too much time
we'll see.

2006-09-17T05:23:00.000-07:00

i just watched 13 on 30. its such a good show. the girl is quite pretty in an innocent, naive, mad kind of way. haha, goood show. watching matrix reloaded now. then watching shrek 2. tonight has so many great movies. im supposed to help make christine's blog now, but i forgot her username. lol, so i shall wait for her to enter my room.

2006-09-16T23:16:00.000-07:00

thats what i'd do
to get to you

green tea ice cream<3 haribo<3
the essentials in studying.
well no, only if youre studying geography.
i love studying history.
i hate the damned chinese book. it gave me a neckache.

i dont think i'll ever go on hiatus, there's no point. cos i'll still go online and all
i love the weekends
there's always so much time to study.

went to orchard today. bought a few pens and went home
christine fong blew 60 bucks on a wallet - psycho woman.

<3

2006-09-16T03:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE CHAN! youre the cheekiest and funkiest. you sneaky rascal.<3>HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLES! be that nice brother youve always been to me and maybe i'll play xbox with you ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE KUAN YEW!

ugh my leg hurt so badly today i didnt go for elite. had lunch at harubi. quite good, i guess. green tea ice cream<3 cake

2006-09-15T04:09:00.000-07:00

i forgot to tell sherlynn and madeline important stuff. got scolded by my teacher. geog was fun. i got 15.5/20 for my test. haha, philo - watched farenheit 9/11. the war was real sad, seeing little kids die. recess, celebrated mich chan's birthday. boy bee your cake was good. rushed up to do history hw. then we talked about some important stuff and it was bio. hardly incidental. vales ed was fun, me and mich chan were bombing nicole chee, grace, tiff, anna with paper balls, pellets and aeroplanes till mrs gan told us to stop. haha.

after school i went to the SSC medical centre to check my ankle. apparently i overused some pancreat whatever muscle at my ankle. went for physiotherapy. the therapist lady was called eunice and mark. despite them being all funny and nice, it was damn painful, i wanted to kick her. lol, i did actually =x

i studied history chapter 3 today!
yay.

2006-09-13T23:31:00.000-07:00

swim pe was damn fun. haha, but very tiring. we divded. i love diving. relay, i was in mich chan's team. we won. haha, geog, lang arts. pretty boring. i lined up for 1/2 an hour to buy yoghurt but i guess it was worth it. right now my dad's in a super bad mood. but whatever. math was so damn boring. home ec was quite fun.

my dad's being annoying.

2006-09-13T02:29:00.000-07:00

you'll never ever know

haha, today was such a fun day. well not exactly but almost. lol, chemistry was damn boring, whats new, social studies was too, but i discovered how to make PAPER STARS spin. haha, then math, which was okay, but she gave us tons o work. iso was a free period. recess -> had yoghurt. yoghurts so yummy and goooood. haha, then history. it was disgusting. lang arts, we discussed hoot and its no fun at all, i prefer debates. haha, after school. HAD MORE YOGHURT. then waited for oral to begin. damn fun in the holding room. michelle has a molester. its sick. lol, then like. my turn. the teacher's quite nice i think i did pretty alright.

~~i thought you were nice but i was wrong~~